Another snubbed stubbed toew

So there I am, sitting in the cockpit of doing Highway Hooker Radio, and what happens? Of course a toew call comes in. Another $100.00 lost because there is no one here to take over the show, plus for nearly 6 months now LexiBelle has been torn down, and not moved, with out of sorts tires, inside gutted fitting a new insides, plus needing a cosmetic make over, no chains, or J hooks and of course my tag lights got stolen here in January so can't run at night. However I will say , more calls come in for Highway Hooker Toewing, than any handle we've used here of me going toewing here in Wyoming.
So right there and then, I made a decision, as of June 1st, my butt is at the shop whipping LexiBelle into shape and getting serious on going toewing. That means less time doing radio, less time doing business and junk for the Clubs , that includes buying bars, office/studio space for the radio op, less time put on outside gigs, and focusing in more on what feeds , warms, and keeps me alive or should be, and that is toewing. Building bikes and all that is groovy, but my one aim has been going toewing. 
Now I want to get a bit sentimental here okay. Today is my Mom's Birthday, if she were still on earth rather than that toew dispatch desk in Heaven, she would be 95 years old, I'd still be living in Hazzard Idaho on our farm, my big shop would still be in my hands, and a ton of manure would never have went through the chute. Now this connects, it was My Mom in 1978 on the day of my Birthday that year, Mom took $3900.00 from her own savings account, along with mine and we went to Twin Falls Idaho, to Valley Towing & Radiator the best place in town to take a leak, and bought LexiBelle. My mom helped me acquire my dream. Yet because LexiBelle is out of sorts, I am broke or near there, no money to buy flowers and such or drive to Grace Idaho, to put flowers on her grave to honor her for her Birthday.
Nope the Trustees, of The Montgomery Foundation squandered most of Mom & Dads funds, mostly my 1st Cousin Bud Sant who took over duties of the Foundation bought into a annuity that went sour, yet I will say, when those funds were frozen in 2004, Bud did give me a place to stay and helped me get Government money to sustain me, and only this year by a smidgin of a blessing that is being returned, something like a million , 400,000 bucks and long term payouts of like $600k or so a year after 2017. The 1,400,000.00 is supposed to come sometime in July . It's amazing. Don't you think Shar that I deserve Bud's old car after all that happened? I think so. (sorry that was a side note) Yet here I sit in Wyoming , not going toewing. 
So as far as the Club(s) are concerned, I'm still there, but am pushing away from that table a bit, not giving a shit, doing the radio bit 4 nights out of the week, on my own, on my schedule. After next year once I'm back in Idaho up in near Twin Falls , and we refire the big candle in Buhl of our old station there, fine, but not until. Over the course of all of this bar shit, auditioning models, in studio on air talent with nothing to show for it except bills that are delayed, damn near lost LiL Wolf today, because I couldn't pay a repair bill, thankfully I can come June 1st, but still , I'm tired of this junk. I conked my self in the head this past week R&R ing a 400 R tranny, out of a ton and a half truck, because I was thinking of all this Club stuff. Not looking at what I was doing. 
As far as Evanston Wyoming is concerned after looking at some posts from some twit that didn't understand shit about doing radical rebel radio, and or TV, and bowing out, and everything else, unless one helluva lot of things turns around here in the next 3 months or so, my butt is doing only one thing, enough to get me and My WolfPack out of here, headed home to Hazzard Idaho. I'm just flat done.
More in the afternoon, this old Highway Hooker is getting sleep.
TTYLY